Sorry, I do love you

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Kurang lebih 2 tahun aku mengenal
kaian, oppa.
Dan sudah sekitar 1 tahun lebih aku
memutuskan untuk menjadi bagian
dari kalian, untuk menjadi bagian
dari jutaan orang yang mendukung
kalian, yang menggilai kalian,
menjadi fans kalian... elf...
Tolong maafkan aku oppa, jika aku
belum menjadi fans yang baik.
Tolong maafkan aku oppa, maaf atas
ketidakberdayaanku melihat kalian
di atas panggung secara langsung.
Begitu banyak halangan saat itu.
Tolong maafkan aku oppa, aku
hanya bisa menangis terisak ketika
kalian dan aku berada dalam satu
negara, menginjak tanah yang sama,
negaraku Indonesia.
Tolong maafkan aku oppa, begitu
banyak kekurangan yang aku miliki.
Tapi cintaku, dukunganku pada
kalian selalu terlimpah.
Do'aku selalu menyertai langkah
kalian.
Percayalah pada elfeu kalian ini.
Fans yang paling kompak yang
pernah kujumpai.
Kalian beruntung memiliki kami.
Kami tidak kalah beruntungnya telah
memilih dan memiliki idola seperti
kalian.
Aku dan kalian adalah takdir bukan
begitu?

Mianhamnida.
Saranghamnida

Resupase (Karya: Nurhanipah)

Nada gemuruh-gemuruh
Mengusik mimpiku yang teduh
Mengusik, membawa kesadaranku
Mendesak, membangunkan alamku

Cuaca sungguh kelam
Langit begitu pucat pasi
Beraksen awan hitam
Seakan menakuti diri

Hujan enggan muncul
Hujan enggan turun
Tertahan gemuruh
Terjebak gemuruh

Sungguh Ya Allah
Aku benci suasana begini
Tepatnya aku resah
Hatiku kian tak sunyi

Sungguh Ya Allah
Tetapkan kami dalam lindungan-Mu
Kami tlah pasrah
Hati kami kian semu

Happy Mother's Day

21-12-2012

00.03 wib
Terbesit serangkaian doa. Ketika aku ingat tentang hari esok, hari ibu.
Semua memori masa lalu tiba-tiba seperti diputar ulang layaknya sebuah film. Sebuah masa ketika aku belum mengerti apapun, belum mengerti caramu mencintaiku, ibu.
Dengan cepatnya, cairan air mata mendesak keluar.
Ibu
Ibu
Ibu
Cinta tanpa alasanku, adalah kau, ibu.
Jangan tanyakan mengapa, bukankah sudah suatu kemutlakan abadi?

Selamat hari ibu.

Jika diibaratkan anak-anakmu adalah dunia. Kau mataharinya, ibu.
Tanpa pamrih, rasa lelah, dan tanpa meminta balasan apapun, matahari selalu menerangi dunia, bukan begitu? Senantiasa menghangatkan dunia.

Selamat hari matahari-nya kehidupan, ibu.

Ya Allah
Lindungilah ia slalu, jaga ia untukku, ibuku.
Ya Allah, ya Rabb
Ijabahlah doa anak-anak yang senantiasa mendoakan orangtuanya, ibunya.
Amin

Happy Mothers Day.
I do love you, Mom.

22-12-2012
00:24

[Lyric] Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to
fall

But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes
away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for
you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for
you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would
find you
Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for
you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would
find you
Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

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[Lyric] Junsu(Xiah) - Uncommitted

Uncommitted
Uncommitted
Uncommitted
Ey, ey

It was all a dream
Reality was far from the safe
picture
She painted for me
She told me I was the one and I
believed
Until the dream dissipated so
suddenly

I don't know why she was so
compelled to leave
Something was messin' with her
psychology
I'm confused, she's sayin'
something's wrong with me
But how can I fix something I
cannot see

She said, you're not ready
Baby, you're not ready for the real
thing
She told me that I'd be unfaithful
and I cannot believe

She said you can't be committed
I said baby I don't really get it
She said you're not the right type
Only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

How could this be, she's telling me
I will never let her be my
everything (OK)
She said I'm a player and I'll never
change
I feel that I'm ready to leave again

She said she could never trust a
player like me
But baby that was part of my
history
She's telling me breaking hearts is
a part of me
It's like it's in my system and it
would never leave

She said you're not ready
Baby you not ready for the real thing
She told me that I be unfaithful
and I cannot believe

She said you can't be committed
I said baby I don't really get it
She said you're not the right type
Only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

She said you can't be committed
I said baby I don't really get it
She said you're not the right type
Only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

I'm committed

Uncommitted, I'll never admit it
And then I'll never get it but
somehow she could be right

Uncommitted, I'll never admit it
And then I'll never get it but
somehow she could be right

She said you can't be committed
I said baby I don't really get it
She said you're not the right type
Only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

She said you can't be committed
I said baby I don't really get it
She said you're not the right type
Only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

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[Lyric] Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up
too
I never knew just what a smile was
worth
But your eyes see everything
without a single word

CHORUS
'Cause there's somethin' in the way
you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the
missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way
you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my
mind
It'll be the second that you touch
your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make
time stands still
'Cause, baby, this is just the way I
always wanna feel

CHORUS
'Cause there's somethin' in the way
you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the
missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way
you look at me

BRIDGE
I don't know how or why I feel
different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time

CHORUS
'Cause there's somethin' in the way
you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the
missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way
you look at me
The way you look at me

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[Lyric] Arashi - Hatenai Sora(Endless Sky)

Doromamire no mainichi dakedo
Ima sara nayandari wa shinai
Akireruhodo bukiyou dakedo
Kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru

Todokanai hoshi ga matataite
Fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
Yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga
Mitasareru kara oikakeru dake

Hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte
Ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
Tobenai jibun wo kaete ikouka Fumidashite nando demo
Yarinaosou
Chikara zuyoku

Tsumikasaneta iiwake yori
Ari no mama wo shinjitemiyou
Usodarake no shiawase yori
Sunao no mama hohoende iyou
Mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara
Te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
Masshiro na mirai ga dokomademo
Tsuzuiteru kara tashikameru dake

Mienai mono wa nanimo naitte
Sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
Kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda
Itsudatte mou ichido
Tachiagarou
Chikara zuyoku

Namida no ato ga kawaitaramata
yobikakeru kara
Kotaete yo mada minu asu e
Hitori janai to kizuitan da
Kagayaku ano tobira
Tomo ni mezasou

Hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte
Ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
Tobenai jibun wo kaete ikouka
Fumidashite nando demo
Yarinaosou
Chikara zuyoku

Mienai mono wa nanimo naitte
Sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
Kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda
Itsudatte mou ichido
Tachiagarou
Chikara zuyoku

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